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[Tuesday, December 13th, 2005 ] |
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Leave your name or just a comment and:
1. I'll respond with something random I like about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll name something we should do together.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me (or just me).
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
6. I'll leave you a quote that is somehow appropriate to you.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST
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| "With my feet on the dash, the world doesn't matter." |
[Sunday, November 6th, 2005 ] |
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Passenger Seat by Death Cab For Cutie |
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Its been awhile. What can I say this girl is busy. But its cool. Life is so amazing right now. Sure I am super busy with school but that doesn't even bother me anymore. I have amazing friends, who make me smile. And I have met an amazing boy who makes me smile too. I have never been this happy before. Everything is exactly how it should be, for once.
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[Friday, September 16th, 2005 ] |
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So much is on my mind right now. School is finally starting to pick up which I wanted, but I am going to be really stressed for the next week with all that I have to do. I need to find a job too. I hate being a broke ass college kid. It sucks. Other things are on my mind to. I tell myself that I am over things. But really I just forced myself to forget them and not think about them. This just leaves me angry and bitter. I keep it all in and it leaves me feeling like I want to explode. I need a find a way to let all of this out. Other things that could be good are happening too. But I am scared, because of everything that has happened. I am starting to develop a tiny crush on someone. And as nice as it feels, I don't want to let myself, because I don't want to get hurt. I just hope I can sort these things out somehow.
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| FUCK........... |
[Friday, September 2nd, 2005 ] |
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I don't know what to think. Everything he ever said to me was a fucking lie. And to think when we last talked he said "well who knows what will happen in the future." Fuck You. How long was she around. HOw long were you playing these fucking games with me. This is exactly why I have fucking trust issues. You knew this and you fucking just played with my head. So thank you for showing me that I can't really trust anyone but myself(except for a select few who know who they are). I just don't fucking get it. I am so angry right now, that I let myself fall for it. I wonder if you ever meant anything you said. LIke when you called me your baby, your princess. My guess is no since she is your princess now. Or how you promised me that you would never hurt me. All fucking lies. Damn I just so fucking hurt, angry, frustrated, sad.
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| same old story |
[Friday, July 29th, 2005 ] |
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I'm Not Going Anywhere Tonight by Owen |
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so the same old thing keeps happening. I meet a boy. I like that boy. We have a lot in common. but I am apprehensive. He feeds me the same lines as everyone else. Like an idiot I believe him and start to fall for him. I thought things were good, I guess not. guess there is not much I can really do about the whole situation.
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| I was bored, so I stole this.... |
[Thursday, June 9th, 2005 ] |
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+ your name: Megan
+ your gender: Female
+ age: 19
+ height: 5'5"
+ hair color: Brown
+ eye color: Brown
+ fears: Ants, being alone
SECTiON 2 [ HAVE YOU EVER ]
+ fallen off the bed?: Yes
+ fallen for a relative?: No
+ had plastic surgery?: No
+ broke someone's heart?: Yes?
+ had your heart broken?: Yes
+ had a dream come true?: Yes
+ done something you regret?: Not really
+ cheated on a test?: Yeah, I think most people have at least once.
+ broken a body part?: Nope
SECTiON 3 [ CURRENTLY]
+ wearing: wife beater and blue athletic shorts
+ listening to: the tv
+ chewing: Nothing
+ feeling: a little tired
+ reading: The Notebook
+ located: Wickliffe, Ohio
+ chatting with: Bryan, I miss him :/
+ watching: Celebrity Poker
+ should REALLY be doing: cleaning or anything else that is productive
SECTiON 4 [ DO YOU... ]
+ brush your teeth? Yes
+ like anybody? Ofcourse
+ have any piercings? yes
+ drive? Yes, but right now I do not have a car :(
+ believe in Santa Claus? no
+ ever get off the computer? every once and awhile
SECTiON 5 [ FRiENDS ]
+ do you belong to a crew? Heck Yes!! I miss the 712 crew so much!!
+ do you hang out with the opposite sex? Yeah
+ do you consider yourself popular? No and I am ok with that
+ do you trust your friends? Yes, they wouldn't be my friends if I didn't
+ are you a good friend? I think I am
+ can you keep a secret? Yes
SECTiON 6 [ THE LAST PERSON YOU...]
+ hugged: Bryan
+ talked to on the phone: Bryan
+ yelled at: not sure
+ turned down: um..I don't know
SECTiON 7 [ PERSONAL ]
+ What do you want to be when you grow up? A nurse
+ What was the worst day of your life? The day I hurt my knee
+ Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? Yes!
+ If you had an extra set of eyes where would you put them? In the back of my head?
+ What do you usually think about before you go to bed? What happened that day, my problems, etc,
SECTION 8 [ FAVORITE . . . ]
+ Song: Currently: I can't pick just one
+ Movie: Hmm...same as above
+ Band: The Academy Is...
+ Store: I don't really have one
+ Relative: My mom
+ Vacation Spot: Arizona
+ Fruit: Apples or cherries
+ Candy: Pay Day candy bars
+ Holiday: X-Mas
+ Day of the Week: Any day on the weekends
+ Color: Blue
+ Name for a Girl: Can't think of one
+ Name for a Boy: Christian Reed
SECTiON 9 [ DO YOU . . .]
+ Like to give hugs? Yes
+ Sleep with or without clothes on? with, but if it is really hot I will sleep naked
+ Prefer black or blue pens? Black
+ Dress up on Halloween? Ofcourse
+ Like to travel? yes
+ Sleep on your side, tummy, or back? I toss and turn
+ Think you're attractive? No
+ Want to marry? Yes
+ Have a goldfish? No, but I have had one before
+ Ever have the falling dream? Yeah
+ Have stuffed animals? Yes
+ Go on vacation? Not that often
SECTiON 10 [ WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT . . .]
+ Abortion: It depends on the situation
+ Eating Disorders: I don't see how people can do that to themselves.
+ Tattoos: That are awesome
+ Piercings: Love them
+ Make-up: I am to lazy to do it myself.
+ Guys: They are ok, a lot of them are jerks though.
+ Girls: I hate it when they are prissy bitches.
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| Update.....WHAT?!?!? |
[Wednesday, June 8th, 2005 ] |
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Man oh man, I need to stop this not updating thing....lol. Anyways so much has happened since I last updated. I went to the TAI and Mae show, it was awesome. TAI was absolutely AMAZING. Mae I thought could have been better, but they were still good. Bryan also asked me out and we have been together now for a little over a month. He is so amazing, and he makes me so happy. I feel so bad for him right now though because he hurt his foot skate boarding. I went to visit him last night and it is so swollen, and all he can do is lay around. Reminds me of when I hurt myself, so I feel for him big time. But anyways,I am also home for the summer now too, but very ready to go back. I just miss my A-Kron pals. I can't wait until next year because all of me bestest friends from home will be at A-Kron, and I will be with all of my new friends again, it is going to be so awesome! We are all going to have soooo much fun next year. Other than that, I really haven't been doing much, just sitting around all day because I am not full-time at the daycare yet. I applied at Drug Mart, I am waiting to hear from them, hopefully I get that. Oh and July 2nd there is an awesome show at the scene pavilion. It is the AP Magazines 20th anniversary show and TAI, Coheed and Cambria, Story of the Year, and many other awesome bands will be there. I can't wait for that one. Well now I am done and hopefully I won't be lazy and not update for another couple of months...lol.
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| Heck Yes! |
[Monday, April 11th, 2005 ] |
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The Author by The Academy Is... |
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Bought my ticket to see TAI with Mae in Toledo today! I can't wait, it is going to be amazing!
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| Yay for good times. |
[Sunday, April 10th, 2005 ] |
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Painless by Mae |
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So yesterday was TAI, FOB, and Punchline. It was amazing. It had been way to long since we(stan, nao, amber, & I) saw TAI perform. They keep getting better, which I never thought was possible. I have now seen them six times, and it hasn't gotten old yet, I am 99.9% sure it never will. They played songs that they never played before cuz their cd is out, and they all got into it as usual. William broke a mic stand and said the HOB people were pissed at him...but he was just like "Whateva". Thats the other thing, I love how he remembers us. That makes me feel special(very loserish I know...lol). But when he came over to us and said thanks for coming and it is nice to see you again, it made so happy. Thats why I love TAI so much, all of the guys are so cool and down to earth! FOB and Punchline were rad as well. The only thing that sucks is my shoulder hurts like hell because a crowd surfer got dropped on me during TAI's set. It was worth it though to be that close. Anyways, after the show we came back and I took a shower and chilled for awhile. Then everyone came over and we had some pizza and then headed out for Nao's bday surprise. We took her to this improv place in c-town. It was great fun. All of the people there we so funny. We def. need to go back again. Well I have soooooo much work to get done. Fuck English and having to write papers...UGH!!
P.S. I can't wait until May 11th!!!!
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| eh....... |
[Friday, April 1st, 2005 ] |
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Cannonball by Damien Rice |
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Well it is just one of those days. I feel like crap and I am so bored. I can't wait to get back to school, I am going crazy.
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[Wednesday, March 30th, 2005 ] |
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Good Deeds by Owen |
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I really love this song....
Who’s going the right way down a wrong way street?
Who’s making a mistake each time our mouths meet?
You’re smart and kind and easy on my eyes.
I know it feels good, that’s why we shouldn’t tonight.
Who’s waiting for answers from a boy who can’t speak?
Who will be holding their breath until their blue in the cheeks.
You’re smart and kind and you’re too easy on my eyes.
I know it feels good, so good, we should tonight.
Cause maybe my mom’s right,
good deeds won’t save us, just true faith in Jesus.
So in the name of her lord lets do what we shouldn’t some more.
I can't wait until I get to see Owen in concert!! Only 2 weeks!!
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| I am lazy fo' shizzle.... |
[Monday, March 21st, 2005 ] |
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Save By The Bell theme song |
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SO much for trying to update on a regular basis, o well. Anyways, I met
Mr. Belding from Save By The Bell today, it was pretty sweet. He spoke
at AtotheKtotheRtotheOtotheN today. I guess he was suppose to speak
about making good career choices or something, but he pretty much
talked about save by the bell the whole time. It was rad. I even got a
pic with him.It is in Stan's webshots if you want to check it out.
I look like a douche in the pic, but I usually do in pics anyways...so
whateva. So I have been super, ultra, mega busy with school, and it is
sooooo stressful. I am def, looking forward to break, although I am
kinda nervous about telling my mom that I my lip pierced....EH. Oh and
I just thought I would throw this out there, guys pretty much suck
hardcore. I think I am not meant to be happy, but what can you do. I
just try not to think about it. Well, I have 7:45 bio. chem. lab
tomorrow...so I should probably go to bed. GOSH....I fucking HATE that class!! Well I am outizzle.
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[Monday, February 28th, 2005 ] |
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"We're So Far Away" by Mae |
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I FUCKING HATE ETHICS!!!!
I just thought I would let anyone and everyone who reads my journal know that.
P.S. I can not wait for the weekend, because I know this week is going to suck major monkey balls!!!!
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[Monday, February 7th, 2005 ] |
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Almost Here by The Academy Is... |
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This weekend was AWESOME!! That is all I have to say. :-D
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| Yay for being really happy!! |
[Wednesday, February 2nd, 2005 ] |
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Skeptics and True Believers by The Academy Is... |
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The Academy Is... Rocks my world! Their new cd is AMAZING!!
To say the least life is great right now. I have the new TAI cd(if you couldn't already tell...lol). Also Brian is coming to visit me on saturday because he has a show in Auroa. I might even get to go. He is a really great guy and I am glad that I met him and that we are friends!! :-D Well I have tons of homework....but I will try and update again soon.
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| Happy.... |
[Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 ] |
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Attention by The Academy Is... |
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So I have had two amazing nights in a row. What more could a girl ask for??? Last night Brian came to visit me and we hung out and just talked until like 2:15 in the am. He is a super cool kid, and I am really glad that I met him!! Tonight was SoCo, TAI, Hidden In Plain View, and Straylight Run! It was just amazing because we were front and center!! TAI played the best show that I have ever seen by them, it was a hell of a way to start off the night. HIPV was pretty cool as well. Then there was SoCo, what can I say....they rocked hardcore! You can never be disappointed by them!! Well I am off to bed!!
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| Update |
[Saturday, January 22nd, 2005 ] |
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Unravel by SoCo |
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Ready for an update?? Ok, here it goes.
So I have been really busy this past week because classes started up again. YAY! Most of my teachers seem really cool, except for my ethics teacher, he is nice, but I really do think he is insane. He likes to talk a lot to. The class I am most excited for is basketball. I can't wait to start playing....I miss it so much. Anywho, I have talked to Brian twice on the phone. He seems like a super cool kid. He has a show in Aurora in two weeks and he is going to come hang out after it since it is only like 20 minutes from good ol' A-kron. That should be a lot of fun. By the way SoCo and TAI is in 3 days!!!! I can't wait, it is going to be amazing. Well I am gonna go.
P.S. Sorry my update sucked....I was planing on writing a huge one, but I am being really lazy right now.
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| Yeah.... |
[Monday, January 17th, 2005 ] |
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Martini Kiss by Senses Fail |
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I am back in A to the K to the R to the O to the N!!WHOOOO! It's has been a long day, all the unpacking, not to fun. So last night was a lot of fun, I hung out at Arabica and they had live music. The guy was actually realy good. His name was Brian. We hung with him and his friend at the Enclave after Arabica closed. They were both really cool. He was pretty cute to...hehe. Anywho, I think I am going to head to bed because I am beat.
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